ENOUGH!!!!

When is enough really enough? When will the time arrive, when you truly just give up on certain things, or certain people? I find myself asking that very question to myself alot lately, because I call myself "cleaning out the closets"...cleaning out all the negativities in my life. The things that keep me from truly experiencing all that God has in store for me. Often worrying if I've cut off some of the wrong people, just because it seemed like the right thing to do. Constantly deleting phone contacts, and email address, just to clean it all up.
But, how is that helping me? How can I truly be making life better for me and mine, when I'm cutting off some things that made me, ME. Some of the difficult experiences in life, often form your way of being. Your thoughts on living, and your thoughts on your future. I just want to be free to be me. Free to think how I feel, and feel what I want. Hate, when I feel its ok, and Love who I want. Often feeling like my creativity is fading, because i don't put every single gift into play...just wanting all of my talents, to show me the way.
Show me the way of living, and a way to succeed....a way to let my true feeling show, and let life be....Be what it is, or be what God wants...just make me happy in the process, so I can feel like its what I truly want.

Loving my life...and all the passion it holds...just loving every ounce of the pot of Gold that I hold in my heart. The gold braces of talent, and determination. Not being afraid to make my opinions matter, or at least seem like they do. Lol...

I can write how I want to write, and do what I feel. Enough will be enough, when I feel that this is all real. Enough love is here, and enough talent...but not enough courage to truly feel inspired. Inspired enough to go on...inspired enough to dream...just inspired enough to let my hair down...and continuously be me...

When will you give enough??? When will you know it's enough?? When will enough be enough to feel inspired, and give just enough?